And I'll be the greatest fan of your life....

Sunday, July 11, 2004

Needs Better Understanding...

As far as I can remember, for the past one week I've been through some of the emotional experience that I thought it's affect me in some way. I think all of that helps me to deepen my understanding about different types of human personality and how to deal with it. It's more frustrating when we're trying to confront it with our logical thought than we just accept it as it was. We're here not to make other people to accept and follow our thought but we're here to share our thought and to live the life as we're enjoy it (from where the hell is this thought comes from...:D ) Ok, hopefully I can accept it as the way we're share our life with others and make the best from it, ok buddy?

Let's face it. I am not rich enough to follow other lifestyle. I didn't say that I cannot afford it, but all I want to say is every one brings their own fate. I must not complaining about that, right? *sigh*....I think that I can life with that:D

How about my day? Not bad as I've part-time jobs and with that comes the money too:D Except that I didn't have much time to prepare the writing materials. Hopefully I can do it in the next week. How about you En? Enjoy your day? Or It becomes your "nightmare"? Well, I know you can do it. Cheers for the new era in your life:D Ok, I think that enough for now...take care,ciao!

Monday, July 05, 2004

Unclear Sight...

It is not easy every time when we are trying to make a prediction about what a good thing or bad thing that will happen to us today, as we are not have power over our destiny (or should we call it assurance?), isn't it? No, I'm not trying to be a psychic here or clairvoyant over my life. Let it happens naturally, although I wish I can know it beforehand. I hope that everything will runs as expected and nothing bad happens:D But real life is not like that, right? Be prepare for everything even if you are not ready to face it. Now, I think I need some big steps to make a new start over the next few months. I need to get a clear and right idea on how to finish next semester:D I hope that in the next few weeks I can find it.

Ok, I think I am also need a new way to look over my life here. I do need to think clear on what should I do next after I come back and where should I stay. But I'll put on hold for now because everything isn't clear yet. Hopefully soon I will know it. For now I'll focus on next semester and get another job. For how long? I think it'll just enough to adds some extra money into my pocket:D By the way, is there anybody know how to make a formal letter in business-like forms? Well, let me know if anybody know on how to make it right:D I'm really appreciate it.

For the past couple days, I'm completely needs extra time to sleep. Not enough though, and make my day is like a sleepy-walking person in the middle of a great windstorm. What the hell is that??:D Well, I hope all of this will ends soon. Ok, I hope you can also take care yourself. See you in a better situation, Ciao.

Saturday, July 03, 2004

The Recipe for...

Do you know what the recipe to keep a relationship alive and last forever? Long enough to remember that we're still together with the same person? Well I bet we're not having the truest answers for that, right? Well, I'll not mention someone in particular although I want to do that but perhaps it is better to keep it out this way. I think a good understanding and willingness to listen to each other opinions and ideas will surely leads into builds a close relationships that will last forever. Ego is one obstacle in the process (this idea was taken after I spent a close and long conversation...Surprise eh?) Well, actually I don't want to talk too deep about this. I just want to make a reflection based on my experience that I thought it will help in some way to everyone who wants to strengthen their bonds with someone special:D

OK, I thought It's been awhile since my last post, not to mention about suspending my connection due to unpaid bill, somehow it's irritate me because I am only have to pay the small amount but the effect from it, I have to feel it too...and yes, another problem, I think I'll try another way to put a tagboard in my blog!

OK then...Not much for now, take care,ciao!