Am I ready or not?...

Something that make me thinking about this is that they're already a step ahead of me about one thing. And that's makes me somehow think that what happen with me? What's wrong? Am I scared or not ready yet to move forward? Somehow they are affects me with their attractiveness that makes me somehow thinking that I am lucky enough to know them in such way that brings me some happy and sad moment together. And now, while watching them moves a step ahead of me, it creates an empty feeling inside me that I know it will needs a some time to heals from it. That's for sure! I cannot stay away from that facts!

I don't know what happen next, but ready or not, it's happen already and it keeps leave me behind whatever I do! I am not sad about this condition but what I want is that I can do something about it. To put me in the situation that help me decide what is the next step. This is already my future. Now, I'm in the future. Cannot step back again. May God help me with this. Take care everybody, ciao!

The best you ever had...in your life!

Is it our life now is the reflection from the past? What would you ask for if you have the chance to select what your life is in the future? Probably the best thing that you can do is asking to become the better person from what you are now. I cannot tell you why but I think that what we have now is the best thing that can happen in your life. For now. So, enjoy your life. Never regret on whatever happen and may the God bless you. Take care everyone, ciao!

Sad moment...

It's very difficult for me now to handle this by myself. It is not that I didn't want them to be here but it just that what I've should do to make the time they'll spend here is worthwhile. And that's difficult to be done especially with my situation right now. And I feels like that they think that everything will be OK once they've get here. They just want to come here. That's all. But it's not easy as its look though. Well then, I still have to confirm this to them anyway to see what they want. Let's see what happen, OK?

I am also feels sad that some of my friends will be leaving soon and I don't know when we'll see each other again. Well, parting is always a sad moment for friendships. Even if that just happen in short time. I know that we still can contact each other but something is missing. And that's makes me sad. Feels like that the time is running very fast and leave us standing behind them. I'll miss you guys. OK, may the time also make the reunion is possible. Take care everyone, ciao!