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Monday, May 24, 2004

Hard Day....

Almost 11 pm when I'm arrived at home today, what a hard and long day. But I'll get used to it:D Ok, today, well as you thought, I'm trying to finishing my assignment with, still something missing and that's the problem. I don't know what should I do with some my data, what a mess! But gradually, one of my friend told me in the easiest way to do it and hopefully I can finished today before submitted tomorrow. And for you who already thinking, what happen with me for the last couple of days, I must say I'm sorry because this happen out of my control. Well, I must admitted that, some of these accident was caused by myself, I let it happen until the last time! That's the reason.

Now, I must say that's this is not what the way how to do it in the future, not a chance! Must be serious and must be focus! I know for some reason that I cannot maintain my pace in keeping my daily activity works well but I hope that overall I can achieve something better than this. This is not what I expect from this level of life, isn't it? You know what, at this level, I am suppose to be at some kind of place that can give something with a meaning into my life. Well, again, I must admitted that at this point, I'm wrong again:D I think I must watch my next move then to avoid something like this happen in the future. I didn't say that I must be a perfect person, no one can achieve that, but I think I can make or achieve something to be proud of, at least to myself:D that's realistic I think. Hope I can make it.

Ok, let's talk another topic. Well, I must say, what do think about this place again? I don't think that this place will be the best that I can make, but for now I think, it's not bad at all, although I'm new at this area but maybe in the future I can make something better from this like others. Still a lot things to be done to achieve that, right? And for her, I think that she'll be alright and for that gathering, that's the good idea to open your world. Now is the time, just do it, don't worry about anything else, ok? I am happy to hear that too.

And for now, I'll just sit on the back line again, waiting for something to come:D Well, something good to come actually, but I don't know what:D Ok, I feel more relax today as some of the weight has been lifted from my back and hopefully I can finished by tomorrow. Ok, see you, ciao!

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