Hello...I'm here again:D Well, today I think I got something to thank for again, friendships, yeah..that's true! I'm always thinking that I dont have any real friends for a long time. They always come and go. You can say that I have to live with that..yeah right,whatever! But I think we cannot live in loneliness, there's must a time where someone needs someone else,right? Whether they're happy or sad. But what happen when they're gone like smokes against the winds? That's really hurt isn't it? We must realise that that's could happen to us and for me, this time, I'm in the winning side:D That's relieves me for sure. There is no greater feeling than the feeling that we've got something to count for in this time. No matter what happen to us, there's always a friend next to us to listen our story, to laugh at our jokes, to cry at our sadness, to...almost everything we can imagine for in life.

That's is my serious part of story:D The happy one??? or you want the sadness side??? I'd rather to choose the happy side:D You know what happen today? I spent almost A$20 just for todays meal...yeah that's a lot of money. I can live for almost two weeks with that amount of money by myself. But hey, not today. I feel like I need a boost in my activity, although for your information only, I just spend a tenth from that to do my activity now:D What a feeling! I think I must walk on the track again after this to reach whatever I choose for this time! I dont want to loose again, not this time, not in this situation. Really need focusing my attention and energy on this, give me the strength!

And again, I think I made a stupid idea on this place, trying to make some changes in the way anything works around here and resulting in a dead end. What a mess! Well, I hope everything will be better next time, calm down, nothing wrong with trial and error unles you know what you're doing and hope for the best:D ok? Good Luck Bro!