Mmmm...Today is almost over! Just like other day, no special event unless one news that makes me quite surprise. I dont know whether I can make it up again like the "old times" long time before I'm here. This bring a weird feeling to me, can I make it someday? Who knows...yeah, right! I dont know yet either. That's gives me some ridiculous feeling about what happen next. Should I keep it this way? Or should I speak out loud, let the others know about what I'm feeling inside my heart? or else...??? In fact, I felt that I can't keep it for my myself for too long, something must be done to remedy this.

Well, probably that's will become reality after I'm finish here. I need to know where is my position toward my destiny, can I keep in touch with my ambition or should I let it go? I'm not a selfish man, I need to know what I am and who I become, that's normal,right? There's no point if I withdraw from my fight before I know the truth about it, I cannot give up...I can't! not at this point. I need everything clear to help me decided my step toward my ambition without letting others down. Hope that this is will be happy ending...:D

And...for you, I thought that I will let you like this at the moment. I can't make it better this time, need more time and energy to do this. Sorry...I'll be happy to repay that to you...after i'm done with my duty, I give you my word! Keep in touch will you?...ciao