Is this the end? Or....

Pheewww....I must say that I am very relieve to feel that all (almost actually...*with devilish grin*) my weight is just like being lift up from my shoulder. I'm not too happy nor too sad. I don't know exactly what happen. Little bit blank of everything. There is no joy feeling like used to be. I didn't say that I am not happy with this condition, but I just want to say that actually this is just the beginning of my real life. Yeahhh...of course that I am happy to reach until this point in my life wether for some people, reaching this point is like if you're already in heaven!!! Sound like I'm a little bit too sarcastic, isn't it? Well, whatever...so be it.

I need to think again about what I am going to do after this. Scheduling my life into a whole new game of life (maybe...) and think like I'll make the best shot I've ever made. Just give me a little more time to enjoy this for now. If I stand from this point, everything in front of me looks different, its not the same like it used to and brings a new feeling for me.

Anyway, hope that the result I hope for from this will be good. Good news actually good but it will be better if I knew how I am going to deal with it. For now, my head is blank......whooaaaa:D Take care everyone, ciao!