So...confusing!!!

Let just say that I'm not happy with this situation right now. Something bother me and I cannot sure which one. Of course that I know already what problems that happen lately but that it's not enough to draw the conclusion that it was the source for this situation occurs. Still, there are some other things that makes me feel angry and helpless about this situation but I cannot find the right solution for it. If I compare my life before I finish my project and now, I can say that although at that time when I still work on my project, I have been under constant pressure over many things, still I can manage to solve it. I am happy with it because I know what was the target and the consequences of it if I cannot finish it on time. But now, I feel like I was searching a needle under the heap of straw. That's not an easy task though!! phew...And also I don't know where this is will heading too.

Anyway, I don't want to think about this now. There's other thing to think about, too. I want to wait and see for a couple of days until everything is clear. Beside that to make an important decision, It takes time, too. OK, take care everyone, ciao!