Amazing...huh?

At last, one step in my life is completed. Of course I am happy with this. Although this kind of situation is already happen to me once, several years ago, believe me or not, this is also surprises me in a way that still I can reach this point. It happen because of my sense of stupidity that leads me to say blatantly that I want to further my knowledge through this way. Silly isn't it? I 'll tell you one secret (So, this is become a secret-no-more then..) and this is really from my point of view about this matter. Never crossed in my mind at that time that I am really want this. I just want to stops all the crap-talk that humming around me about my situation and suddenly when someone asking me about my plan, in just a short time, my reaction is that my tongue move uncontrollable by saying that little magic words which is shift everybody's mind into other topic's that, at that time, seems as a miracle if I can do this even if I want it very bad. And they become impressed by that.

You can imagine a situation where someone seems has no simple, bright idea about what he'll do next and suddenly, bumm, in a relative short time, he landed in this place that give him no time to think what thing strikes him and force him to just follow the specified path until it reach the finish line. And it works, really. I am impressed too:D Well, anyway, looks that I have to follow on this. I don't know what happen next. What I really want is that I can have something, something that I can count on when I am alone out there, really. It doesn't have to be big or special, but it has to give me a sign that I can depends on it, no matter what situation are. Lots of things needs to be done now, and I mean a lot:D Start from now, I think I need to carefully choose my next move. Sure, it doesn't mean that I cannot enjoy my leisure time but I am also needs to think several steps forward about my life. Let's see what happen, OK? Take care guys, ciao!