Here I go again...

I come back here again. After days of entertaining myself with a kind of dreams that I've thought I had it, I cannot avoid it that I must come back to the real world again. I think that's enough for me. Now I must deal with the real world with just myself in it [sigh]. Now, so many little things to do but until now everything in front of me is still unclear. Not until I discuss this with them. That's for sure. I admit that I feel little bit afraid of it. What if I say something wrong or what if I say something that's not exactly what I really want? This is the point where I can't go back because what lies in front of me then is what I will life with. This is a tricky business I thought.

Dealing with that matter surely makes me thinking that what is exactly am I looking for from them until now? Lust or love? Sure that I had a perfect pictures of what exactly I want, mmmm wait a sec', I didn't had that pictures!!! Damn!!! Just kidding guys...:-) Well, first step is I must make a decision where I'm gonna go after this. And from that point I can determine what is my next move. I think that'll work.

But for now, I must finish all of my unfinished business that I left behind before this. One by one, because every one has its own nature. Take care everyone, ciao!