Which one...???

Few days after, I felt a jaded feeling, that I don't know what I really want most after all of this. I feel that everything is so demanding for me after I arrive here. I need to choose from so many choices, eventhough that all choices are all important for my future. Once I choose from those options, I must stay on the course so I can get the result from my usaha. And that's I can't do it right now, at least for a couple of weeks. Still so many thing are not finished. I need a quiet moment for my self to think deep enough what I really want and make a choice.

Right now, what I kept in mind is that I am always thinking about that. The thing that wont happen to me without me doing anything real about that. At least until I say frankly anything about it. And to make it more worst, I don't have any courage to do it until now. What a coward I am. I know that we can't get everything we want in our life but not for this, not for now. I not ready yet.

I will finished all my business here soon. But until now, I hadn't have any real result from it. I know that it takes time and I must be preparing myself for whatever happen. I don't know what happen next in the path of my life or where my faith brings me. Hope that everything went well for me. Take care everyone, ciao!