It's Gmail...interested?

Just want to say that 3 (three) Gmail invitation available from me:D If you're interested, just put some comment on this post and I'll put you in it. What do you think? First come, first to be served. So, hurry up, place is limited. Many thanks to Enda who also make this happen for me. Take care everybody, have a nice weekend. Ciao!


PS: Don't forget to put your email address in....:D

Just wait...and see what happen, ok?

Whoa... What a stressful and upsetting days for me lately! That's why I found it is difficult to write something into this blog and update it. Maybe this is also happens to all of you but anyway, life is goes on, right? Whatever we say or do to avoid it, it'll always comes back to you again until you have some courage to conquer it and get the good from it. Be positive of everything even if it looks that you're already stuck in it. There's no point if you're always whining and worrying about it without doing something about it. Stop it, do something quick to resolve it and never give up!

Damn, it is also makes me almost puke when hear about the news about the rent's problem. If this will becomes a reality, I'll make him pay for this! I'm not joking, I swear that he'll be sorry for making it happen! Especially when it is happen on the time like this when I need to put all of my concentration and energy to finishing my writing project. Damn it!! I want to see where this problem is going in next couple of days and decided what I am going to do with him. I cannot wait any longer!! Take care everyone, see you next time, ciao!!

Get started...again

Well, I think that afer sometimes I've never put anything new on this page, I'll start to write something even though that there's nothing important or interesting happen except that for more than 5 days I felt helpless over my project. No new progress so far makes me thining that there's something happen and something must be done to fixing this up. But what? Well, maybe tomorrow I'll start something new over my project and hopefully its going well. Let's see, OK? So, maybe just this for now, take care everybody, ciao!

Riawa(n) Race...

Wow....I think that I am sure to be the luckiest man in the world by (almost) not becoming one of them right now, even in the future (maybe)...:D I wonder how they're look a like? Any idea? Ciao...!

Focus man...focus!!!

It hit me again yesterday… I don't know why I feel so mad and annoy about everything around me. Not that I express it forcefully, I just feels it inside my heart but it makes me cannot think clearly. It makes me a headache too. Damn… C’mon, why I still feel so uncomfortable about it? The idea of they’re still stay in the house almost make me to loose my desire to eat. With everything will back to “normal” but still its like we’re back into the bad times, when we act like we’re not knowing each other. What the h…? What is your problem anyway? You have bigger problem than that. Stop thinking about it or it’ll drag you down, makes you lose your sight on your primary goal. Focus…focus..focus…!!!

Finally, I just manage to open my computer to do some…games. eww! I decide to go to sleep, after some messages session’s hehehehehe…thanks! Then I’m having a very deep sleep until suddenly I wake up about 5 o’clock with a wicked thinking about something. What the h…?:D Anyway…I manage to drag my feel-so-tired-body into shower and… the routine’s is back again, until now. Take care everybody, ciao!

Life is like a rollercoaster...

There's always a sad feeling when you realize that at the moment you find someone special in your life and starts to manage your relationship, you have to leave her for some reason that you cannot understand and starts thingking why on earth I have to do this. At the moment you think that the world is not fair to you and many unpleasant feeling leave you in a jaded situation when you already to take a decision over your life and suddenly, you think that I've already found "the one" in your life. Well, the answers will always not easy. Nobody can predict where this relationship will go when each one of you will be separated miles away. No matter how hard you try and seeks many possible ways to increase your relationship level into the next steps, you're always be beaten by the facts that he/she is not there by your side.

Many stories show us on how hard to keep the relationship this way and in the end, they fails. What is the main issues in this story? Communication and trust! These ideas will give you many reasons on why your relationship is not succes and I don't want to become the "love guru's" who can tell everyone about anything related with those ideas:D Well, I just want to say that we have to be smart and rational with everything we do in order to manage this kind of relationship and believe me, the results you'd hope for from this is often can make you realize that life is like a rollercoaster! Take care everyone, ciao!

I'll be the greatest fan of your life...

"I'll Be"





The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated
I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

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I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive not dead
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache, that hang from above

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I've been dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, Remembered the things that you said

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- Edwin McCain -


I don't know why I like this song so much...I think this song illustrated some of the feeling that I feel in the last couple of weeks or maybe it also represent some of the part of my life that looks like a rollercoaster ride. Never been too easy though but in the end still I can manage to surpass it. Not a very pleased one though:D Anyway, take care everyone, see you in a better situation,ciao!