And I'll be the greatest fan of your life....

Thursday, January 27, 2005

Slow progress...

I must say that I felt little bit distressed now, Helpless, too. I didn't want this to happen but it happens. What can I do about it? By the time is running out closer to the final day I stay here, much energy I spend on it. I want to change this to way I want but looks like that little changes happen. Also, not much progress I made about it. If I can say that I made a real progress (sigh...). But the show must go on. Whatever will be, so be it.

Sorry if I didn't update this for some time. I loose my desire to write because of this repeated situation. Hope that it will fade soon. Take care everybody, ciao!

Friday, January 14, 2005

It sucks...!!!

It's true, nothing will be happen if we're not start of doing it!...(Sigh.....).
That's the hardest part actually...
Hope that everything will be OK!

Thursday, January 13, 2005

Who knows about it?

Everything that we do in our life must be affects us in some way either its bad or good influences. Mostly we know it long after we experienced something important in our life that change the way we life. Of course not only these things that change our life. Many thing actually. How can we know that whatever we do in our life will brings good or bad into our path of life? We can't! But what we can do about it is to think that whatever we'll do, do it with an open mind about consequences brought by those acts into our life. And that's the hardest part. Not all of our acts based on that thought. Me either!

I will not know what happen next with my life when I am finally come home, long after all of this finish here. Maybe it will brings either good or bad effects on my life, who knows? But what I am sure about this is that I am trying hard not to make any more mistakes or make a same mistake as I did in the past. If I did it by mistake, that's my fate! I'll not blame anyone about this. Look at the good side of it. It will stop me to doing that furthermore and (hopefully) it'll brings me back to the right track! Take care everyone, ciao!

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Our life....is mean something!

I think that the time you spent with someone special to you is worth every second of it. Even if when you spend your time with them the plan isn't going very well but its still worthless. Like your friends. With them, you can share on almost anything you can have with them. I've had the kind of great time like that, too. It's sad when you realize that sometimes you know that the great time you have had with them is not last forever, though. That's the difficult part of friendship. I wish that it won't happen to me, although it's possible. Anyway that's a part of our life!

Little I know that I've had this likeness about something that I've never think about I had before. That's weird. Even for myself I think that I am not a big fan of it but after some time, I like it. And that's makes me thinking that actually, until now, even I cannot understand about some part of me. Well, life itself is a continuous searching and learning about ourselves and everything around us, isn't it? So, I think that whatever we do or feel about something new, accept it without doubt that, maybe, behind it we can take something from it. Something that maybe helps us to improve our life. Take care everyone, ciao!

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

Our life, our story...goes on.

Well, new year is already come. But for me, it's still the same feeling that I've had before. I almost cannot think anything when the news about the tragedy struck me in the eyes through blistering news and update info about it. That's enough! Though that I didn't have any real involvement the relief effort, I wish that everything will be run well even if it will takes years to mend it.

From the start, maybe this year is already been written by some sad story but life is goes on. Our life is goes on. Let's make a new story upon our life that will be remembered throughout the rest of our life. Cheers everyone, ciao!