And I'll be the greatest fan of your life....
From now on, I don't know exactly how I'm feeling over this one. With every single day is come and go, and the time is running fast (I feel it like that in some way...) and just pass over me like nothing happen, it seems that it makes me going to think. What happen with me? Of course I look OK, in fact, nothing strange thing happens over me. I live in normal way. Wake up every morning, completely sane and starts the day with usual activities, doing things with normal pace and so on, so on. One thing that makes me cannot understand why this is can happen in the front of my open and naked eyes is that every time I start to work on my project, every single cell in my head and any passions that I have over so many thing that amuse me in this life suddenly gone. I start to become a mindless-living-thing and have no desire about it. Start to think like a robot. Pretty frustrating isn’t it? Hopefully this is will gone soon, very soon, because I need to finish it before everything that have been sacrifice for me to make this is possible is not gone without any meaning.
Start to revs up my brain again before it is too late. With the discomfort situation in my place, it puts an extra weight in my attempt to finish this thing up. I should know from the beginning that this will happen any time now. Shit, if this will not finish soon, he’s going to pay a lot for make this thing happen! I swear, he’ll be sorry to know me and dare to do this to me! Ok, let’s see what happen next. Take care everybody, ciao!
