Am I stupid? Or...

Do you familiar with one situation when you have to help your friend because he/she desperately needs your help and you cannot say a no-word about it? Especially when they are needs a financial aid and nobodies can help them now except you? To make it worst, you instantly agree to help them because you feel sorry about their condition and beside that, at that time you have spare money to lend it to them. What the worst things that can happen from this? Did you remember what words they had said about giving your money back ASAP when they already have the money to replace it? Do you just sit down calmly, believing that they will return it soon without the needs to asking them when they would return it? Now, what will you do when you are facing similar situation like that? I bet you will agree with me on how you will deal about it, right? Especially when we are in the same situation when we are still expects financial aids from our parents. I bet that you must say something like, “OK, I’ll help you. But remember, you must return it ASAP!” right? That is show how we are care about our friends condition and that is a good thing to do. But I will ask you this question, “ Do you believe that they will returns your money ASAP as they’re promises to you?” Well, welcome to the real world, friends:D You cannot expect them to keep up with your high standards anymore. You must be ready that sometimes (almost all…) they would be late to return it. What do you think that drives them to do that? Well, I think we can say a lot about it:D

One thing that I can remember since I took this job to replace my friend who is away until the end of July is I can easily feels sleepy for the entire morning until afternoon and it will continue until you are ready to going to bed at night. What a feeling! Oh yes, for your information, I’m doing newspaper delivery in this job:D I don’t know whether you’re familiar with this or not but that’s exactly what was happened to me for the past two weeks! Well, I’m really desperate to get a long good sleep after this is over:D

I am happy that she actually can cope with her “problem” or, am I wrong. Well, then you must tell me again after sometime. Remember the words,” …I’ll be you crying shoulder…?”:D Hope you’re alright there. I will hold my promise not to tell anyone else about this:D Ok, I will be around, you know how to reach me, right? Take care, ciao!

it's been so long since my last post :)

i think bono understand me :D, check this out:
I have climbed the highest mountains
I have run through the fields
Only to be with you
Only to be with you

I have run I have crawled
I have scaled these city walls
Only to be with you
But I still haven't found
What I'm looking for
But I still haven't found
What I'm looking for

I have kissed honey lips
Felt the healing in her fingertips
It burned like fire
This burning desire
I have spoke with the tongue of angels
I have held the hand of a devil
It was warm in the night
I was cold as a stone
But I still haven't found
What I'm looking for
But I still haven't found
What I'm looking for

I believe in the Kingdom Come
Then all the colors will bleed into one
But yes I'm still running.
You broke the bonds
You loosened the chains
You carried the cross
And my shame
And my shame
You know I believed it
But I still haven't found
What I'm looking for
But I still haven't found
What I'm looking for

i still haven't found what im looking for(the joshua tree:U2)
thx for everything :)

Stay around...

For last couple of days, my life is like a roller-coaster for me. Up and down, right to left, swing back and forth and so on. It happens because of new schedule for me every day. I need to wake up very early in the freezing and cold day, sometimes with strong wind and rains that feels like i'm living in the arctic! That's what I thought because after spend almost two year here, I'm still not get used to this kind of weather. If not because I'm already give my word to my friend to replace him while he is away, I'll not get up early to do this job even they'll say that you'll get a good money! But the show must go on, isn't it? After all, I think this job is not bad either. But I must say that in winter time, you will get a hard time to finish the every day delivery. And at the end of every days job I'll know how many address that I miss for that day, well, I think i'm getting better for this, although sometimes I made something unnecessary mistakes by not throwing the newspaper in the right place. And after that, Tom will yelled at me like, "Ria, you've missed again!" and similar words like that. By the way, I bet you must be wondering why they called me Ria - that's the shortest name they can call me easily without slips their tongue:D Well, what suppose I say to them about my other name? Made? well they must be thinking, made what? OK, any name is fine for me as long as they're not calling me, "hey kid" or "mmmm...What is your name again?" and so on. OK, that's about my new job. The other job, well, this one is a good job actually with an above average fee for this kind of job. For now, I think, theres no jobs available yet although I've heard that many big stores are preparing their sale for next season. Of course I'm already apply for jobs for the next week and I hope that I can heard the news about it soon. Lets see OK?

Well, I think I'll going no where for this holiday, not like others that already talking about going somewhere with a list of things-to-do or buy:D Beside that, I've no spare money to spend and I think It'll better for me to stay around here and also preparing my next semester. Time is running fast, my friend. They will never repeat again and at some point you will wondering why the time is like shrinking too fast? I will try to find some idea about what should I write next for my theses. Still have no idea or clue on what topic that I should discuss ro write:D Well, I need to think about soon before next semester's starts, right?

OK, I think on overall situation, I'll be OK here although there's less sleep time at time:D And for you, Nggra, I'm glad that finally you'll meet a new environment and also new friends. I bet you'll be OK. Good luck for your study, OK? It makes me thinking to finish my study soon and back to Indonesia:D Take care, ciao!