Slow progress...

I must say that I felt little bit distressed now, Helpless, too. I didn't want this to happen but it happens. What can I do about it? By the time is running out closer to the final day I stay here, much energy I spend on it. I want to change this to way I want but looks like that little changes happen. Also, not much progress I made about it. If I can say that I made a real progress (sigh...). But the show must go on. Whatever will be, so be it.

Sorry if I didn't update this for some time. I loose my desire to write because of this repeated situation. Hope that it will fade soon. Take care everybody, ciao!

It sucks...!!!

It's true, nothing will be happen if we're not start of doing it!...(Sigh.....).
That's the hardest part actually...
Hope that everything will be OK!

Who knows about it?

Everything that we do in our life must be affects us in some way either its bad or good influences. Mostly we know it long after we experienced something important in our life that change the way we life. Of course not only these things that change our life. Many thing actually. How can we know that whatever we do in our life will brings good or bad into our path of life? We can't! But what we can do about it is to think that whatever we'll do, do it with an open mind about consequences brought by those acts into our life. And that's the hardest part. Not all of our acts based on that thought. Me either!

I will not know what happen next with my life when I am finally come home, long after all of this finish here. Maybe it will brings either good or bad effects on my life, who knows? But what I am sure about this is that I am trying hard not to make any more mistakes or make a same mistake as I did in the past. If I did it by mistake, that's my fate! I'll not blame anyone about this. Look at the good side of it. It will stop me to doing that furthermore and (hopefully) it'll brings me back to the right track! Take care everyone, ciao!